Hear

Why am i doing this? i have no idea.
Why? i don't have the answer.
Why? I'm thinking...
Why? Why? Why? please everybody, stand still, don't come closer, stay away from me.
I'm sick of everyone's judging, you all don't know anything.
Nobody seems to understand about what happened, they told me i'm wrong. wrong. wrong.
keep saying, keep talking. i won't hear you or believe you. i'm not deaf or blind. i don't meant to hurt anybody, never think of that. so why there's a victim and they blame it on me? i don't know. i do it all in my way, nothing is wrong. nothing is wrong! I've done great but why'd you hate me after all? i thought we'd be great in times but look, the finger pointed at me, all beacuse they think i'm the bad one. So many people that i hate, don't you ever try to be one please. What will you do if you were me? I bet you'll run.
Maybe i need a heart-to-heart. god i need a mind vacation.